I can't stand still
I can't sit down calm
I can't sleep
I can't think
I can't not think
I can't eat
I..oh... drink I can
It's just a fucking mess in the head right now.
I'm so satisfied and have not a single expectation. We have already won. Like, it's over. What more can I wish for? Our little tiny amongst other nations, we have done it.
Then, fuck, we could actually win it all.
My mind is a fog. It's been for quite a time now. Not only after the England win. It started after the trashing of Argentina.
I don't know what the hell to do.
I've tried several things. After the England game I broke down on the floor at home crying, my Sophia laughing but not spite only she had never seen me that way and understood completely why I cried, then I just got up told her "I have to get out of here", and power walked like a maniac aimlessly for two hours through Gothenburg while on my phone posting shit and responding to mates.
What the hell is going on? This is all so surreal! I don't know what the fuck to do with my minutes anymore. They are too many on a Friday when the final is on Sunday.
I can't sit down calm
I can't sleep
I can't think
I can't not think
I can't eat
I..oh... drink I can
It's just a fucking mess in the head right now.
I'm so satisfied and have not a single expectation. We have already won. Like, it's over. What more can I wish for? Our little tiny amongst other nations, we have done it.
Then, fuck, we could actually win it all.
My mind is a fog. It's been for quite a time now. Not only after the England win. It started after the trashing of Argentina.
I don't know what the hell to do.
I've tried several things. After the England game I broke down on the floor at home crying, my Sophia laughing but not spite only she had never seen me that way and understood completely why I cried, then I just got up told her "I have to get out of here", and power walked like a maniac aimlessly for two hours through Gothenburg while on my phone posting shit and responding to mates.
What the hell is going on? This is all so surreal! I don't know what the fuck to do with my minutes anymore. They are too many on a Friday when the final is on Sunday.
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